MY KINDA LOOKS!

MOVIES!

hello lovely world i know i have been gone but i have been way from my computer but now im back and ready to blog:) sooooo Ive just seen some great movies and i think i should share them with the world!

SWEENY TOD- great movie for scary/theatrical
HOUSE BUNNY- good girl moive
THE DUCHESS- good history movie that you have to sit threw its kinda long

Hello:)

good morning well im borde again haahha:) so im going to make a cake or mabye a pie:) im so happy today that i cant stand it!

at Al-x's house

just ate dinner with his family:) fun i know right and like now we are changing some stuff on my blog:) i mean our blog. i am having a good day how was yours?

grilled cheese with pickles:)

i love my grilled cheese with pickles what can i say:)

The Perfect guy

My perfect guy would be...
~kind
~blue eyed
~tall about 6'2 or a little taller
~not a skinny fellow but not fat more like strong fluffy pillow:)
~has to be a cowboy, or a football player, orrrrr a hockey player
~needs to care for me but let me be myself and be free
~should stand up for me
~needs to be funny

but the biggest thing he needs to do is love me for who i am a loud, unpredictable cowgirl/surfer, who is ruff on the edges but is a true softy on the inside:)

and thats why Dane K is my perfect guy:) i love him

a little magic on a friday night

the family that i know will always be there for me:)

The old times

Cake:)

just got back from the pool and cant wait till to night cuz tonight means Cake!

i've got a case of the summer time blues

well hello there i missed you! did you miss me? sorry i haven't been blogging much I'm just a tish busy. Busy doing what you might ask. well i have the summertime blues and i need some pick me ups. Today i went surfing
that was fun like always, the waves were hard, but i sang tonight with
some friends and it just was so calm and chill that it was so much fun.
well I'm still trying to find some one for my heart. the search is hard but the love will be oh so worth it:)

I miss my horse this picture makes me happy looking at it:)

beach bum:)

i love hanging out at the beach at night it is sooo fun:) i love the feeling of the warm breeze and the sharp smell of salty air. sorry i haven't been posting i was really not feeling well but now I'm feeling much better:)

rain rain go away :)

oh today was a rainy day it started out kinda sunny then it go really gray and rained really hard! i was hopeing that mom and i could walk to the pier and look at some cute surfer boys but we didnt cuz of the rain. but the rain was kinda fun mom and i got our swim suits on and went to the beach late at night and went and splashed in the rain it was so so so much fun! hahaha it was a good day i just hope tomarow its sunny so we can go to the beach and then walk to the pier :)

Simple things :)

this morning i was missing some friends from Minnesota and was just kind of having
a bad start to the day. so my very nice mom came in and gave me a big
hug and we went on a walk to the pier and it was really fun wedidn't buy anything, but we did get on the way home some thing small. a Carmel apple sucker. before we moved to Florida i would go to the little corner gas station and get a Carmel apple sucker for 20 cents. that sucker made me so happy and brought me so much joy. so this blog is just to say hey don't be so selfish cherish the little things it doesn't have to be always about the expensive things:P

im sorry

Hello world.
this lovely morning i was thinking, before i came to
Florida, and found a great happiness here. i was a bitch. just because
things wornt going so well in my life so i would take it out on others. in many ways. i
would be mean, i would be a drama queen, i would be a bitch is bascily the only way to say how i was acting. and I'm sorry.
I've changed. i have found a great happiness here in Florida, i feel
like i can take a step back that the pressure of the world has been
taken off my shoulders. but the best thing that i have felt here in
Florida, is that i finaly know that its not my falut my father didn't love me or care about me, that i wasn't the reason he didn't want to be a father Figure in my life.
So i deeply hope you could find it in your heart to forgive me. and give me a second chance in your life.

Happy and relaxed

have you ever had one of those moments were you just feel like there isn't a care in the world, that every thing is okay and you just don't have to think. well i get one of those feelings every time i sit on my board and just roll with the waves. i wish i could have that feeling all the time, but then some times I'm glad i don't have that feeling all the time. because if i had that great feeling all the time i don't think i would cherish it as much. i hope that everyone as special moments like that, mabye not all the time but hopefully once and a while. :)